6.20.2009

I'm on vacation...ya ya ya ya yeah!

Wow...six weeks in the summer.....

There is so much to do around here! I hope that I accomplish it all AND learn how to relax.

I need to deep clean the house, and find my husband a job, and play with my kids, and maybe take a road trip or two, and there's a wedding...but I'm not sure I'm going yet.

My brother sent me a letter. He actually apologized for his behaviour last year. While I accept his apology, the negative side of me thinks he only did it so that we would come to his son's wedding. And what's so wrong with that?

Now, if I could just sort out my Mom issues...but I really don't want to right now. Is it wrong of me to take as much time as I need? I can't even define clearly what all the problems are, nor which ones are most important to me. This is just gonna have to wait until I want to deal with it. Right now, it's good enough for me. OK?

1 comment:

Pez said...

I would like to apologize for not reading in the past two weeks (end of school is crazy time!).

I am sorry for all the stuff going on in your life. I hope your dh is able to find a job soon. I cannot imagine how stressful that must be! And the whole family thing. You are right that people who LOVE you should treat you better than they do strangers but that is not always how it works. :(

Thinking of you and wishing that I lived closer.