the answer my friend, is blowin' in the wind,,,

So, I ended up sending my brother an email. Don't know why I didn't think of it before.



I haven't heard from him, nor do I expect to. Slightly sad, but more liberating.



I feel like a hurricane....like every correct choice I make only adds to my strength. There are lots of issues to wade thru, but I may just be a Category 9 by the time I am done! It's like I forgot how "normal and sane" feels, and am as happy as a kid on the first day of summer vacation...nothing but possibilities ahead.

Matthew's LL team won their first game of the season tonight...and they beat the one team in the division that was "previously undefeated"...sweet!